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Grief As A Prison

by Fed Ash

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1.
Disconnect 02:12
Who was I to call your bluff Without even an attempt to phone Each day I feel the guilt Welling up inside my bones Beat your name into my skin Carry forever your sin A constant reminder Of the ruins That you left in your wake You wanted her to weep You'll never see her shake Her smile Was never yours to take
2.
Denial 00:43
You can hear the bonds Snap like bones Echo like screams Through a burning home No one Gets out alive You can hear the bonds Snap like bones Ignore the screams
3.
Anger 01:27
I've been auditioning gods Whatever's hand claims to ease the pain Onto the altar of self destruction I fall to my knees in praise I want to be /Above it all Concrete miles/Below my feet A disgraced epitaph Pressure washed from the street
4.
Bargaining 01:45
Life is not a miracle It's the stench of blood and cum We enter this world screaming But the pain has just begun Running Headfirst towards nothing Feet Kicking towards the grave In Inevitable end We all get Exactly what we gave
5.
Depression 01:52
We burn the bridges To our last safe ports As crippled hands Wave their goodbyes From the backs Of sinking ships
6.
Acceptance 01:54
Concrete spires Break the sky Like rigid fingers Stirring noxious cloud My life runs past them Like blood runs from a wound Controlled only By the angle of decent
7.
Misery 01:20
I'm just inferior It's not complex No reason to go on I want nothing less Born and we're dying To sell ourselves short Sell it cheap Gouging Out our eyes For a glimpse Of relief Can you see?
8.
Prolonging 02:24
Kink in my neck Only a rope Will relieve They tell me Things could be worse This I Fall to believe Surrounded By joyous faces To which I cannot relate All that I see Are blurred shapes Of things that I hate Martyr myself To destroy your world I don’t want people To exist anymore I want it all to stop

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released August 8, 2018

Recorded and mixed by Thomas Calandra in Syracuse, NY.
Music and words by Fed Ash.

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Fed Ash Syracuse, New York

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Calum Culkin- drums
Jason Eldridge- guitar/samples
Allie French- vocals/lyrics
Matthew Jaime- bass/noise

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